Keep your head up and don't worry about a thang. Yolanda Adams has a song on her new cd called "Hold On". I love that song so much and when I feel like that nothing is going my way and I get inpatient, that song stays in my spirit, so say to you, hold on, things will work out for you.. If I had the money to give I would give it, but trust me, God has a ram in the bush, just begin to call those things which be not as though they were. Remember God is not short on his promises. God doesn't short change us, he comes right on time, even if it is in the 9th hour. Trust things will work in your favor, just speak his word, confess who he is, remind God what his word says, just trust him and never doubt, God can and God will and God already has worked it out. He is the same yesterday, today and forever more, you worst days are behind you, move forward in the grace that God has given you to walk in. Your boys will be a blessing to you, just keep Gods word in your heart and cover your children in prayer. You will be more than just fine, you are great. Remember you are more than a conqueror.